Well, it's time to get back to the story. As I suspected, here, a few days before the Fourth of July weekend, the place has emptied out. A few have left AMA (against medical advice), and a few simply talked their way into an early release. One last blast out there with a jammed cooler, under a night sky aglow with fireworks. I, on the other hand, am sitting tight, hoping that I get word that I will be headed to my next stop - the VA Hospital in White River Junction, Vermont. It better happen soon, because I have been told that I will be discharged Monday one way or another. If I behave, I might be able to squeeze couple of more days here. Not sure why I would want that, but truthfully, if I left now, I would be drunk in an hour.
I also suspect that there will be an major influx of patients arriving at the beginning of the week, all banged up, I may have to leave simply for administrative reasons - no space. I am officially a placeholder now; no detox is going on. I, for now, am cured.
I believe that if I do get to Vermont, I am going to be there for about a month. Then, if the stars line up, I plan to finally get that total knee replacement that I have needed for a few years. The ortho staff up there is superb - might as well get it all done at once. I am a little fearful about the process, but it has to be done sooner or later. I'm kind of a pussy like that.
Anyway, today could be a pivotal day. With the long weekend ahead, business will slow, and I might slip through the cracks. All I can do is ask the universe to see the value in my concept. The problem is, it hasn't listened to me much. Or maybe I haven't asked enough.
Stories and reflections on my own experiences with alcohol as I journey into recovery, starting with the end run. This is a story, so the oldest posts are at the beginning. I add to the back end. Best read from the beginning. Pay no attention to the date stamps, if you are looking for new additions, scroll to the end. There are 10 entries per page. Current count is 62 entries. A work in progress, of course, as am I.
Monday, December 8, 2014
Back to the Story...Not Much to See Here
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